Very very long never come online le. father go and delete the software and i couldn't find the disk. haha, but found it le, well, took the june 2003 math paper this morning and actually i couldn't do as many questions as i expected. very disappointed and i spent a god-damned 30 minutes on "99n=multiple of 24" and i still could not get the fucking answer. that's the way life it is... ok, i swear i'm going to my chem after all this rubbish.

only 30 days left to the 'o'. seriously, i'm wondering where i'm going after the 'o'. really don't know where i should go for the 1st 3 months thing. don't laugh, but i really want to go to anderson. but with my score, this stupid thought of mine is just so imposible. maybe i'll go nanyang but i really don't feel like going there for some reason. people may say change to another jc after getting back the results but will you really do it? for me, i think i will get attached to the place and i'm sure i will know new people and well, not go to another place. i remember in sec 2, i knew a friend whom sis just finish 'o' and is in a not very good jc for the first 3 months. then, her 'o' results came out and she could actually go to a much more better jc but she did not wanted to. when i heard this story, i really felt that this sis of my friend was really stupid to the core. haha, pardon me. but no, i finally know why she did it. i could probably so the same thing as her few months down the road. people may not agree with me but... this is how i really felt actually.


relax...

tata!